Everybody's Fool by Evanescence

wonders if anyone noes how i'm really feeling.. i may look normal.. as in.. smiling or wat lah... but anyone noes if i'm stressed up? or watever i'm really feeling at that moment?

feeling really stressed up these days... mostly its bcos of work.. heck.. i'm accumulating 10 rolls of D/Os ard my desk... n i dun have time to file them.. n.. next week's reporting period (again..) most prob i wun be touching those D/Os till mid may!!! *eyes wide open..* n i keep getting MISCELLANEOUS work to do... stupid procedure.. y change until so messy... stick wit the old one... jus for the seek of reducing risk.. gotta add so much extra work of double checking n getting approval b4 applying.. wat if no one's ARD!! like today... grr...

everything nicole do... [-_-||] i got my own work to do leh... n my back's killing me like dunno wat... heck... think i'll bring tis template n sit on it over the weekend...

i'm VERY stressed.. n i think i'll do something stupid which i hadnt been doing to destress.. will it work anot.. i dunno.. argh... kill me~~~

ahh.. dun treat me like a backup plan can.. confirm = confirm.. dun sit on the fence... very sianz of being substitutes jus cos u cant get someone else out.. zZZzZzz.. i rather play ball wit parker.. i'm too lazy to argue.. throat hurts when i tok a bit louder n oso.. i got no energy to tok louder.. so... i'm keeping quiet.. (dats y u ppl always complain i mumble..)try dealing wit an old colleague who's a bit bad at hearing n where u gotta repeat everything u say.. ahhhh.. dun get me repeating anymore k.. bo lak liao..

ohh dat aside... i bought iHP-120 yest.. heart break..account drop again.. haiz.. but it has a super cool upload system which transfers in secs.. woah ho~~ i'll rip those cds i have tonite bah.. still figuring out the controls thou.. most of the shops outta stock liao.. it was the last piece~~ but not display piece so alrite lah.. thou i think the black iHP-100 is nicer..

sheez.. my colleague jus walked past.. asking me if coming back tmr.. i was like..FOR WAT???? he walk off giggling liao~~~ [-_-||] nah.. i'm over-stressed wit a bad back.. getting cranky.. is tis how working adults r suppose to feel??? I DUN WANT~~ FYI its not PMS ok.. hmmmm....

一天到晚游泳的鱼 by 张雨生

mwehehhe.. jus contributed a koi to the office... err.. watever they wanna call it.. pond? waterfall?? blah blah.. let loose 3 kois + 1 sucker into the hmm.. container... mine's all white wit a bit of yellows on the top.. radin's golden~ shahrin's one.. hmm.. red white n black.. cool man those kois... they're jus swimming ard looking at their new environment wit those platies n guppies n tiger barbs n tetras n wat nots.. hope they'll catch all those miscellaneous fishes out... the sucker.. hahhha.. think we shocked him.. released him.. n he jus stayed there not moving... even thou i poked him a bit.. but its huge... the kois r too.. abt 8 inches like dat.. mus think of a name for mine~ mwahhahha...

these creatures r damn difficult to catch.. they jus keep jumping outta small pail dat was available for catching.. radin's "attitude" fish... or so i called it.. splashed me wit water while jumping outta pail.. grr.. spent quite a while trying to catch them at the shop.. was paying for the fishes when a white molly kept jumping outta a pail at the counter.. i had to rescue it twice.. then fed up.. take another pail n covered the pail full of mollies.. ahhahha... wonders if mine's a male or a female... had to sex them..

hm.. reading up reviews on IHP-120 n Creative Zen Xtra... Zen's cheaper.. 30gb space but no radio no voice recorder n bigger.. most prob i'll get IHP-120.. but its bloody ex!!!! sheez.. maybe go SLS tmr after work look ard..

haha.. radins' gonna name her fish RA.. hmm... her initials lah.. then i made a joke.. my fish will be called.. NC-18!! nah... not nice~ but.. HEY... NC!!! dats my initial!~ hmm.. not bad.. ahhhaha.. NC-18 it'll be..

Lakers advance to 2nd round.. vs SPURS... hmm... if bowen can control bryant.. parker continues his form.. duncan outrebound shaq.. rasho hold malone.. ginobili backs up from the bench..dun think it'll be much of a problem..oh well.. tough matchup.. hard to say.. defending champs vs 3 yr reigning champs the previous yr.. spurs doesnt have robinson, smith, kerr, jackson anymore.. n lakers have payton n malone on their roster.. hmm... i want ESPN...

work work... back's aching again... sheez.. no wonder.. its raining!

朋友 by 周华健

age catches up with ppl really fast... jus recollect.. 7 yrs ago.. havoc time in sec sch.. wake up at ard 6.30.. reach sch at 7.20.. run frantically up the 4 storeys of stairs.. threw bag in classroom.. run frantically down again for flag raising.. (most of the time i jus waited downstairs rather than running up..) then we gotta climb back up the 4 storeys for class.. up down again for recess n PE sometimes.. run for PE lessons.. then TRAINING on tues, thurs and sat.. run the dreaded jurong park.. after sch or training.. still go jalan jalan.. N STILL.. NO BACKACHES, SHOULDER ACHES, etc etc.. n life goes on the next day wit the same routine.. seldom complain abt pain... BUT NOW.. even sitting in office hurts.. ahahha...

went out shopping wit weiling after work yest.. had a dinner of sushi tei.. definitely better than wat was served at her workplace.. n cheaper by HALF! din have dat much cash on me so i wanted to pay by NETS but dat bird already handed the money to the cashier.. wanted to pay her back but she refused.. grr.. so i'm pulling her to ktv again.. ahhaahhaha.. shopped for the next 2 hrs like dat.. walking from far east to taka to cineleisure to heerens.. din see anything to my fancy.. I'M DAT PICKY.. cant stand myself oso.. then went to somerset.... told weiling i wanted to top up my card.. so we went to the station.. saw ATM machine.. withdraw money.. n.. LEFT THE STATION WITHOUT TOPPING MY CARD!! sheez.. memory's failing me again.. n we're only 21!! darn..

took 502 back to jurong.. no seats.. so gotta stand.. n we're already complaining abt my backache n her calf muscle pain.. then i cant stand it anymore.. told her we're getting down at clementi.. take cab..mwahahha.. the moment we board the cab.. its like..HEAVEN!! even thou its a normal cab.. then we're laffing at ourselves.. how old our bodies r.. laff until bueh tahan.. then we're discussing abt how we can play the whole day in sec sch but no pains.. now.. haiz.. walk a bit only pain here pain there.. kekekke.. sometimes, a small simple bliss is able to satisfy ppl..

was chatting wit grace thru email yest abt how our clique had known each other for 7-9 yrs n we've not had any quarrels.. not even an arguement.. ok lah.. arguement got lah.. but its those for fun kinds.. nvr had one which affected our frenship.. simply glad i had tis bunch of frens... grace was saying.. we're the only bunch of sec sch mate who still keeps contact wit more than 3 or 4 of their sec sch clique.. (we have 7..) sets me thinking.. its really true.. i haven seen a lot of ppl for a long time.. fuyao's organising a gathering.. hope everyone can make it.. but wonder where is there a place to accomodate 40 ppl... perhaps go beach bah.. ahhahha.. confirm guarantee chop sunburn again.. i've heard stories abt arguments, fights, backstabbing btwn frens.. etc etc.. declared "best frens" became enemies, or enemies became frens.. its weird.. kk enemies become frens i got lah.. not really enemies.. but opponents on court.. who is always our goal to defeat.. e.g. there's jeri n sheryl from NYP.. n wanying from PHS.. frens become enemies.. hmm.. cant seem to think of any for myself.. but i tend to isolate from those i dun like? hmmmm.... so i'm really wondering.. is our grp strange.. or issit really true frenship.. (i tend to favor tis argument) or maybe others r strange.. wahhahhaha...even my poly frens.. ok lah.. life still gotta go on rite.. project arguments or wat.. the next day we'll still be in the same tutorial room facing each other.. i wasnt involved in any arguments.. an on-looker.. or heard abt it from someone else..

analysing the big dipper clan arh.. hmmm... start wit emily 1st bah.. my master~ kekke.. who always bully me.. but is my accompliance for suaning weiling.. weiling, the super blur one who always makes us laff.. most of the time tio suan by emily or yuchen or me.. thinks of others b4 herself.. while the rest of us wld be telling her to think of herself.. grace, hmm.. the more logical one i suppose.. always protecting her xiao shi mei, which is weiling.. appearing in my house only for comics.. or i'll go over her house for comics oso.. then its me.. who is i think 3rd in the blur ranking of yuchen.. i suppose i'm the joker of the clan wit emily's help.. suanz weiling most of the time.. other times protecting her from yuchen n emily.. mwahhahha.. on to the guys.. yuchen.. sacarstic fella.. suaning everyone whenever possible but a kid at heart.. chases cartoons on sat morning.. loads of crazy ideas.. wahhaha.. then its danny... 2nd in blur ranking... target for yuchen's suaning.. jokes a bit hard to understand.. then its andrew.. hmm.. the more sensitive one.. who'll noe how a person's feeling n query someone else y.. hahhha.. but still another kid at heart..sometimes a bit hard to contact thou..

so its quite a weird mix.. loads of suanings ard but no misunderstandings.. arguments for simple things which will be resolved the next min... cooperations in pranks but there'll always be a protector.. n clean-ups wit no hard feelings.. hahhha.. i really wonder how we can survive 7 or 11 yrs for some without any heated argument or slamming of doors.. maybe its the understanding we've cultured over the yrs? or there'll always be a mediator.. (we dun need dat.. there's no argument in the 1st place!) ahhahaha.. i'm still thinking how man.. n we can plan for the future.. wit loads of crapz.. without anyone pouring cold water.. maybe got cold water.. but not totally eliminating the possiblities of the dreams.. chalet tis yr end.. cruise next yr... JAPAN the yr after! + we're already discussing the hot baths n skiings!! hmmm.. hey folks.. its wonderful to have u ppl ard me man!~~ kekkekke.. how mushy... i noe there'll always be someone ard for me.. hahhaha.. for u ppl.. yeah.. i'll be ard.. hor master.. company for study at 9pm end up tok kok..

kk.. i'm crapz enuff.. back to work wit a stiff back..

光芒 by F.I.R

Out there, its bloody hot, I'm trying hard not to freak out.. Took a cab journey, got into office early.. having a meeting later, which is a real hater.. wish i could drive, so dat i do not need to make a nose dive.. for the cab line..

zZzZzz.. i need more sleep.. backache's killing me since sunday after a water change.. lying on my front hurts.. intended to get some back support from queensways yest but couldnt find any dats my size.. had 4 pieces of salonpas stuck to my back last nite..

ohh.. spurs had a sweep of round 1.. guess they'll meet lakers in conference semis.. unless rocket can get the last 3 games.. discussing wit hermz on nba while he was at work last nite.. wally szcerbiak is another yandao guy in the league.. but still.. spurs has the most yandaos i guess.. nvr knew parker was such a great 3 pt shooter.. he seldom hits a 3 pt in my nba.. 29 pts.. woah~ saw the lego caption contest.. the pic was darn funny.. jon barry looks like he's doing a ballet!~ wahahhahha...

read hermz rap last nite.. he's good at dat man~ n.. i saw my name in it.. well.. associated wit nicoll highway.. hahhaha..

bought 2 siamese algae eater last nite.. at least i hope they r.. costs only 60 cents each.. i thot it'll be 1.50 each.. n i doubled check wit the guy.. made him doubt his own quote.. ahhahha.. had them in a small pail to accomodate.. watched a segment of the show.. ended up.. found only one left in the small pail.. searched ard.. there it was... lying like 1 meter away.. frantically splash water on it.. n picked it up wit the plastic bag it came in.. threw it back into the pail.. n was lying on its side.. i was like.. OMG... then after adding more water.. it came back to life~ so quickly put in a plastic plant n covered it wit a mag.. they're now in my big tank.. hope they dun terrorize the natives in there...

hmmm... supposed to be meeting time soon.. yawnzz........

怎么办 by 张震岳

ANTHONY'S BACK!! woah.. he came out to bring us into class n wah piangz.. i was stunned.. he SHRUNK!!! by 2 sizes at least... then he continued his story inside.. cut off 80% of his stomach!!! (got stomach cancer) now cant eat a lot.. cant eat hard food.. blah blah blah.. cause of the cancer.. eat too much preserved food.. sheez.. i mus watch out.. anyway most of the class time was spent on recollecting wat he thot.. which was like 2 mths ago.. we're all blurred.. too used to playing slow rock for abt one mth.. slowly adapt back.. then we went playing the fillins which we learnt recently.. oh ya.. we finally noe dat stand in teacher was called.. richard.. uncle richard.. hahahha..

last nite.. went out ard 9 after a game of nba.. master order.. very hard to reject arh.. keep pestering.. anyway.. go down tok kokz.. she oso nvr study.. bird oso came down.. wahhahhaha.. after her pak toh... as we're on our way to the bus stop.. pass by a basketball court.. i keep saying i wanna play.. ended up kana hit by the ball.. luckily i used my hand to block.. else i'll be having a headache...

nba time again~

老歌手 by 张智成

8.50.. stoning as usual.. @_@

caught a glimpse of the nkf show while on the way home... hmm.. issnt it supposed to be a show meant to thank the audience for calling? but still they're urging for calls?? contradiction..

heard the tune mariel did for the comp... very outta her style.. ahhahha.. but quite nice.. its interesting to noe the outcome of a piece of work.. and fantastically she did it in 5 min after i sent her the lyrics.. woah~~ admiration~

expecting a meeting later... shucks... *growl* hungry...

back to stoning...

London Bridge is Falling Down

woah... Nicoll Highway collapse siah.. wowwwww... power affected.. budden... Y ONLY SUNTEC AREA... sheez.. big hole from the papers.. sheez..

bloody bloody hot.. in sleeveless today.. going to mail grace's parcel later~

hahha.. my colleague jus commented i look like ella... arhhhh... NO I DUN LOOK LIKE.. hair wise... NOOO!!!! [-_-||] he's not the 1st anyway.. its jus the same pattern...

sheez... REAL WORKING LIFE IS A LOT OF RESPONSIBILITY... i'll be given MORE WORK... n more things to answer for... shucks...

work work.. installing petrolink... forcing a lyric out for comp.... hahhhaa...

Inside Out by Tanya Chua

*growl..* another 30 min b4 lunch time... hungry.. had only one quaker cereal bar in the morning.. zzz.. sleepy as usual...

yayy~ spurs grabbed game 1.. duncan is still unmatchable~ i completed my nba season oso.. now onto 2nd yr.. trying to get kidd, williams, yao ming to strengthen my force.. obviously i couldnt get them as usual.. discovered dat.. my bowen n horry cant do fake moves wit ease any more.. hrumpf.. yups signed ginobili to a hmm... 4 or 5... cant rem which contract.. n renewed turkoglu n mercer to 2 yrs each.. n now my net pt is in the deficit.. darn.. traded malik rose to lakers for devean george.. alright other than he keeps missing dunks.. but he's more agile than rose... outlaw is still shining in my team~ geez.. i need another guard n another centre or pf..

yest was such a hot day dat i was even sweating jus after a bath.. today oso.. sweating even b4 i stepped outta door.. heck.. i hate the weather.. i wanna emigrate~~~ mwahhahhaha.. feeling so bloody lazy yest i turned down an invitation to ktv.. spent the whole afternoon in front of my comp playing 3 nba finals game.. zzz... changed my tank water... n holy cows i couldnt see my gup in my big tank today... jialatz.. wat could have happened..

been writing crap these days.. i think lah.. i need some new ideas.. on the verge of a inspiration drought.. will update new works some time tis week...

hungry hungry.. i think i need to take leave some time for a break.. i'm beginning to feel sick of work~~ hahhahhaa..

Life's a Struggle by 宋岳庭

i'm so bloody drenched.. so HOOTTTTT... wah liew... n the hot weather's making me sleepy.. cant make it... n i jus came out from bath.. argh.. jus completed my nba finals.. spurs vs knicks.. tough team.. n stupid charlie ward + allan houston scoring 77 and 40 + pts respectively.. (i play 12 min per quarter..) i still win~~ mwehehehe.. waiting for the off season.. trading a lot of players away.. kekekee.. my spurs wun look like spurs anymore.. wit the exception of parker, ginobili, duncan, horry, n maybe turkoglu n nesterovic.. i want yao ming!!~ read nba article.. kerr in suns mgmt.. hmm... he's still so boyish looking at the age of.. lemme see.. 38?? yipz tmr morning nba playoffs.. spurs vs grizzlies.. i'm putting my money on spurs.. duncan!~ parker.. gambatte ne.. hope duncan doesnt get injured again.. yupz n i agree wit hermz.. its a pt guard matchup game to look forward to.. parker vs williams.. n wit ward n hart falling outta popovich's favour.. parker will be overworked i guess..

hot hot hot.. cut my hair yest in a moment of impulse.. really hot until bueh tahan liao.. got my hair washed by a ahem.. guess she's a butch bah.. then she's trying to strike up a conversation.. heez.. i dunno wat to say arh.. the usual person who washes my hair.. hmm.. din see any sight of her anywhere.. anyway.. tis one not bad lah.. then i got my hair cut by karen!~ heez.. n she can still rem me!! as the one who cut yanzi's hairstyle the other time.. man i guess it was abt 9 mths since she last serviced me.. how she noe siah.. n tis is the 2nd time she cut my hair only.. wow.. great memory.. Aric was wit the customer next to me.. n he can still rem me!! said hi to me when he passed by.. woah woah.. these ppl have GREAT memory man.. makes me a bit the afraid to go there anymore.. ahahhha.. i jus gave my head for karen to design n with a few snips.. she got it quite the way i want it... anyway i jus told her i wanted it thinner.. n she cut the spunky look for me again.. hahhaha.. then the "butch" ask me if i'm still studying (hell i still have the i'm still a student face..) told her no lah.. working liao.. then she gan chiong.. ur hair like dat can anot.. i say nvm.. i wear 3 quarts oso can.. hahaha.. then she started pestering me where i work.. funny siahz.. well.. its the start of another 5-10 min hair styling in the morning n fiddling wit wax in my hands again..

jus went to check on my fishes n off the lamp.. sheez i saw one of my gup looking listless... so.. in goes 2 squirts of rid all.. guess tmr's another water changing day... jus spent yest nite pulling out all the algae infested leaves n changing water..

drums today.. hmm.. laffing most of the time.. still sir(i still dunno his name..) taking us.. wit his usual repeating.. ok lah.. we stopped him from doing so.. i was sitting next to him n showed him my book.. then we're off to mini tunes.. fill ins again.. sir was choosing the fill ins n in a hurry to go out make a drink... i got blurred n asked him if its the 2nd beat he wants then he huang rang da wu.. saw the crash at the 3rd beat.. then commented say my eyes very sharp.. hahhaha.. (i din notice the 3rd beat oso mah.. i jus find i cant draw all those notes in the space given..) next we're trying out some stick control.. n adrian was sabotaging imran.. haahhhaha.. damn funny.. sitting next to sir is big pressure.. budden the drum set gd arh.. althou gotta squeeze to get in.. hmmm...

ohh.. emily jio-ed me to go mac have lunch tmr... see weather lah.. she say she wana study there.. lonely.. mwahhahhahha.... i go for wat siah.. hmm.. see weather lah.. n see wat time i wake up.. most prob i'll be snoozing until afternoon if i'm not sunbathing on my bed..

yupz bought shawn yue's album.. woah.. sounds very raw.. but nice!~ tis is an album produced using equipments costing US $300... cool... all rap.. rebellious rap.. no wonder the media hail him as the next jay.. but sad to say.. he died from leukiemia.. talent discovered too late.. sad story abt his life too... seems like he kanaed all the misfortunes.. framed n go jail for 3 yrs for something he din do.. then come out for a while.. died.. haiz...

11+ liao.. n i'm still hot.. go hibernate in aircon room le lah..

Fly Away by 梁静茹

I'm bored... ok ok.. its not dat i have nothing to do... i have abt 13 days of D/Os lying hidden in the cupboard which i haven clear... i'm jus.. procrastinating.. oh yeahh... dats the right word..

reached office at 2.30 like dat.. was at the customs discussion in the morning... n hell.. i'm the only "KID" there.. n i look so bloody out of place with my "gim mo.." ahahhhaha... + I'm in tees n cargo pants n my nike shoes while the others r in long sleeve shirts n pants.. oh well.. who cares.. totalling up the ages of the ppl inside.. i think it'll hit 700 yrs old EASILY... mostly r in the 40s-50s.. all the "old dogs" as one of the SRC guy said.. oh well.. i'm a new born puppy~~~ hahahhhaha... anyway.. they're discussing crap.. which is wat i noe lah.. declaration allowance period... customs trying to cut down to 5 from 10.. WAIT LONG LONG LAH... unless u dun fine us for mistakes lah.. 5 days... u do urself arh... so many things need to be done manually.. then those TDB permit problems.. aiya.. jus predict the amt lah.. who ask u to go back to work on sunday.. ahahahha...there's more crap lah.. but i already tuned off..

went QW wit my bro to get his wallet yest.. ate at clementi dat jap "restuarant.." hey quite fantastic food.. n cheap.. not bad not bad..

saw a lot of bballers on the way to the restaurant... miss those days siah.. in sec sch.. after match, lugging heavy huge bags n shoe bags.. still wearing our sweat soaked jerseys.. walking across from clementi sports hall to get some food.. wah~~~ dats so long ago... looking at those bballers now... hmmmmm.. they're having more nutrition then us... most of the r BIG size one lo.. i think its the A division.. those JC batches.. saw some from NYJC.. sheez.. look n them n look at me.. I'M CONVINCED.. I DUN LOOK LIKE A BBALLER... heez...

we walked ard QW but he found no wallet which he like.. was at converse boutique when he threw a cap on my head.. its those hip hop kind.. hmm.. looks cool... he say it fits me too.. ahhhahaa.. later i go JP see got white color one anot..bought 2 pairs of THIN socks.. hot weather.. wear thin socks more comfortable.. hahhaha.. saw a pair of jeans quite nice.. but now i'm feeling lucky i din get dat pair of jeans.. i totally forgot i had my gio cargo jeans (on me now..).. only notice it tis morning.. anyway i went to try it after much hesitation.. size 28... cannot make it.. its too big.. n its not nice to wear it loose.. n they dun have smaller sizes.. so din buy~~ save $$~

8.30 like dat... we piah cab to bugis.. which he kept suggesting to me... irritating fella.. anyway we went to seiyu n looked ard... i bought a white billabong tee.. which i'm wearing now.. concluded.. i dun look gd in white tees.. haahha... but the design's cool... so i dun regret buying it.. $31.. he still cant find a wallet he likes.. i kept suggesting him to look at billabong ones but he dun like... so we went over to OG... finally he got his wallet b4 the shop closes.. converse one.. then he keep saying abt the billabong hp pouch when i'm keying in my pin no. i was like.. WAH LAN.. say earlier mah.. i dun wanna press twice.. i gave him 10 bucks cash then he walked all the way back to the back of the store to get the pouch n the shop's already announcing to close.. threatening shoppers to pay within one min.. hahhah.. i saw one nice pair of jeans at Levis.. 150.. grr... worth it?? i'm still thinking..

great hur.. my bro come out wit me no need to take out his wallet one.. darn fella.. hahhahhha... n keep tokking abt PINKEE~~~~~

hmmm... can write quite smoothly these few days.. but find dat the story's abt the same.. abt love.. heck.. i think i need new ideas.. i need to explore other things.. these songs r still darn depressing.. hhahaha.. I NEED TO CHANGE MY STYLE.. arbo the collaberation will end up the same again.. sheez... m i in depression?? ..............

kk 4.30.. work for one hr.. then go JP~~~

敢不敢 by 罗志祥

Customer service... does anyone really come across one company with fantastic customer svc?? hell... i jus called Netrust abt my petrolink card.. they referred me to Customs hotline.. customs.. GOVERNMENT org ok... they refer me to the petrolink ppl.. n wat do i get??? a HUNG UP TONE... darn... i'm getting very angry... i cant even get tis bloody card started... who the hell came up wit tis stupid petrolink program which is sooooooo... unuser frenly when setting up... all in all.. it boils down to one of my fav phrase.. its more reliable to depend on URSELF than on others... I'm going to del the whole thing n reinstall.. freaking program messed up my IE too... n i cant connect to ICQ... darn...

FREAKED OUT.. i wanna go home.....

那可不一定 by 莫文蔚

Monday~~~ AGAIN... @_@ weekends always ends so fast.. came in at 9.. again.. hhahah.. boss not in nvm.. woke up very very stoned.. saw xizhou at interchange.. smoking.. hahhah.. suan him a bit b4 proceeding to the bus bay.. came into office.. discovered.. realised.. watever.. dat i have a lot of work stacking up.. zzz.. more than 14 days of D/Os stacked up in rows above my monitor.. find them very distracting.. so went to find a box.. n THREW THEM ALL IN!!~~ hahhahha.. they're now under my desk.. dun come pestering me until after tmr ok?

been going to orchard for consecutively 3 days.. its been a long time since i last did dat.. n i took the same transport route... 154... 106.. rather than taking mrt.. i prefer taking bus actually.. more peaceful i'll guess.. not having ppl sitting opposite staring at u..

sat.. met up wit emily n went to shimabashi soba (sheez i can NVR rem the name.. its something like dat..) at paragon where bird's working at.. hmm...food is.. TOO SALTY.. n VERY ex.. a plate of tempura cold soba costs me 22 bucks + gst n svc.. n it doesnt taste nice.. its not really cold... i'll prefer sakae's $2 cha soba to it anyday.. anyway we din go for the food~ its for patronising bird.. hahhahha.. how many other frens will do dat~~ kekkeke.. she's in a bandana.. n luckily working on the floor.. n not in the kitchen.. emily pointed out that one of the waitresses looked like ella.. i was like.. where where... then i saw her.. woah.. really look like siahz.. but a smaller version.. the eyes very pretty.. ahhhaha.. actually the 1st time i saw her.. i only find her very chio n look like someone from some anime with her sideburns... it was only until emily told me abt the ella lookalike then i made the link.. quite tan...

for no particular reason.. or some reason which we dunno.. the seat we had.. had practically every staff who walks by staring at us.. or giving us a glance.. we're seated near the kitchen so there's a lot of staff movement.. dunno y they jus mus look in our direction b4 going into the kitchen.. even the ella lookalike was STARING at us when she came to refill our water.. then she um chio.. we were like OMG wats wrong wit us? then we came up wit a lot of stupid reasons.. mainly.. we dress like we cant afford to pay.. heck i was in 3 quarts n polo shirt leh.. was already fantastic for someone who dresses in berms n tees for drums in plaza sing.. then i ask emily.. u got 50 bucks?? we throw our 50 bucks on the table lah.. see if they look at us again anot.. most prob i guess we're the noisiest table.. 2 gers giggling ard...

sheez.. my big boss jus came to congratulate me on my conversion.. i was like.. ohh... arhh.. thanks thanks.. kekkekke.. he's BLOODY TALL.. sheez... even i stand up he still has to move a bit further to tok comfortably to me.. hahhahha...

kk back to the story... drums on sat was supposedly our last lesson wit our temp teacher.. hmmm.. he's still repeating page 44.. n the guys r making me have a headache.. they play bloody loud.. hit the toms so hard.. esp the guy behind me.. piangz.. ear drums breaking... went to ljs beside plaza sing after dat for dinner.. n do some homework~~ heez~~

spent yest at orchard Lips.. n sunlight ktv (AGAIN..) hahhahha... was out wit my poly frens.. really glad for jeff to org such a successful outing cos most of the time there's always some ppl missing.. diana, pearl, jes, jeff, serene were there.. marcus joined us later.. walking into the cafe wit a stony face which made everyone ask him.. wah u nvr sleep well arh... after slacking at Lips for abt 3 hrs.. topics switching from mascara, handphones, japan, etc etc etc... had our lunch there.. n we concluded the food sux.. hhahhah... but its a really conducive place for studying.. maybe i'll go there to do my homework next time?

after a few rounds of asking where shld we go next.. obviously they're bored at Lips.. I M too.. wondered who chose tis place... finally they decided on ktv... seems like we have very limited selection.. movies.. into the mirror.. pearl doesnt wanna watch... passion of christ.. most of them watch liao.. then without other ideas.. we went to party world.. but they dun have any rooms there... n the svc sux i heard.. i was wit serene trying to find something for her swollen eyes.. then we went to sunlight.. was brought to the bottom floor.. hahhaha.. n it actually costs only 10 bucks per person.. sheryl joined us here.. singing with diana and jeff is a big stress.. wants chords lah.. blah blah blah.. n she sings very loud.. so.. i jus sing softly lo.. kekekeke... i dun wanna spoil my voice.. then jes was browsing thru elva's list.. n diana pop out.. wah dat ai shang ai so hard to sing.. hahhhaha.. sooooooo.... i asked jes to dedicate.. n i stunned them wit my rapping.. sheryl said she doesnt even have time to read those words.. ahahahha... then i rap niang zi oso.. getting better n better at it.. ya i noe.. rapping WUN zao siah.. ahhhhaaa.. tis is my forte~~ rapped bu la ge guang chang n qi shi jing shen oso... jeff was doing the 1st part of bu la ge guang chang.. but seems like he still cant do it.. so he passed the mic to me.. hahhahha.... i'm an expert wit dat song already~~ kekekke..

after ktv went hello shop.. n chanced upon n6230.. NEXT PHONE NEXT PHONE.. hell it has much more function than e700.. n cheaper by 100 bucks.. yr end yr end~~~ bonus~~ mwahhahhahha... althou it looks squarish.. but nice mah..

watched a bit of nkf last nite.. think its getting from bad to worse.. isnt charity supposed to be something from the heart? seems like nowadays ppl r contributing to charity jus bcos they find the artiste who did the stunt went thru a lot of hard ship or watever.. it makes the whole purpose of charity gone.. so wat if sharon's standing on blades? jack neo surrounded by bees?? the numbers r jumping for them.. n not the patients.. it makes sg a colder place i'll say.. then wat the compere always say.. singaporeans r warm hearted.. n the artiste r doing the stunts so frequently its like an entertainment... y not get those artiste to create something to sell? such as a painting or something... or jus to even sing~ it wld make more sense than putting their lives on danger.. produce an album for the kidney patients, profits going to the fund.. etc etc.. sickening to see so many "stunts" every yr.. n outdoing each other.. duh.. i wonder how many ppl actually think of the kidney patients when they dial the number..

sheez.. enuff of the topic.. i'll go non stop... n tis is bloody long already... back to work!!~~~

消失的城堡 by 蔡依林

flushing face.. need a cold pack on my face... bored.. so came in for a blog.. jus completed an nba playoff game.. spurs vs memphis.. win by abt 30 pts.. but shooting sux.. .450 something.. vs .700 something for memphis.. won by steals.. kkekeke...

went cineleisure tcc to slack wit san.. wanted to do my "homework".. ended up tokking kok.. not much done.. duh... ordered tiramisu.. cheese cake n oleh oleh oh.. hmmm.. i choked on the tiramisu dat layer of powder.. not bad lah those cakes.. n since its tcc.. not much other beverage.. i had ice lemon tea.. walked ard after dat.. crowded.. sheez.. maybe i shld've jus gone to king albert park dat mac....

tsk tsk.. stoning in front of pc again.. waiting for my bro to send me wu neng wei li.. meeting emily tmr~ to kajiao bird.. aahhahha.. then drums.. hmmm.. life's SOO BORRIINNGGG....

Lion Heart by SMAP

hungry... stepped into office at 8.44... boss seems happy to see me.. hahhahhahha.... crapz.. step in diah haven even unlock my drawer ask me abt the minutes i wrote.. complimented on it.. blah blah blah.. zZzzZZZz...

neck pain.. back pain.. knee pain.. wat the heck..

ahhh.. my ah ma seems to be chasing me outta house tmr.. hmmmm...... think of somewhere to slack... library.. hahhaha... go find the stupid my fair lady.. ahhhhhhhhhh...

*stretch stretch..*

darryl's playing wit the aircon behind me... *clank clank* *PIAK!*.. something drops.. opps...

jialat.. now elbow pain... i'm old i'm old.. but not DAT old rite.. argh.. i'm stoning in front of the pc... seems like going to rain... shucks.. i've tons of work to do which i jus dun feel like starting.. i need to redye the roots of my hair.. n its getting LONG.. but not long enuff to cut.. arhhh... wat m i typing again... printer keeps processing.. but the documents r not mine... "Pong!" drops a file.. hits my keyboard tray.. i'm not in my right mind.. icq not starting again...nba.. spurs vs sonics.. brain's taking a long time to start...

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无底洞 by 蔡健雅

Love. You Truly Desire Love. You long for someone
to hold you and take the pain away. You haven't
been in much relationships or you need to work
on how to handle them. You always seem lost in
a daydream about the person you care about
most.

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woah~~ i'm in office 8.30 SHARP!!! duhhhh... cab.. + international safety day for my company.. + world health day.. + my bro bday.. groan.. brain haven on engine yet.. later still gotta think of safety commitment.. *hungry..* icq not starting... 115 permits waiting.. argh.. jus came out from safety meeting.. shucks.. n tis is wat i came so early for.. zZZzZzZ..

went ktv wit my bro + his frens for his dunno wat bday celebration.. n dat fella actually wanted me to pay 1st.. darn.. lucky i got enuff $$.. nvr tell me in advance... ahahhah.. finally i can rap niang zi~~~ jason actually said i sounded like tanya~ (was singing wu di dong.. while searching for wilber for my bro.. so wasnt looking at the screen.. sang wrong one whole part n no one notices.. duh..)1st time someone say i sounded like tanya!~ the room was BLOODY BIG.. n long.. cant see the comp screen from my seat.. gotta walk in front... so ended up standing there for some time... going to ktv wit guys who try to sing SHE songs.. hmmm... can die.. hhahaha... n my stupid bro sang yes i love u.. 3 times.. tian arh..

arhhh.. friday public hol siah.. wanna go somewhere slack instead of staying at home.. but very lazy arh.. gotta find somewhere quiet.. close by... wit easy access to food.. etc etc.. n do my "homework" (ok i got quite a few lyrics to do for mariel's tunes... but i need some media player kinda thing so dat dun need to repeat the whole song jus to listen to one particular part.. argh.. i need a laptop... guess i'll be walking ard best denki later or wat bah.. but needa go home early.. arrhhhhhh.... shld i jus zzz fri away.. or go for bball.. or go somewhere do my "homework?" ... thinking thinking...

m i being over-sensitive or paranoid... jus feel dat i cant really trust anyone else other than my close close frens.. its jus hard to noe wat they're doing behind u.. (i bet i was always mentioned badly behind my back i guess.. always sneezing for no particular reason..) ahhhh.. issit dat hard to trust ppl? m i abnormal? or issit strange to be too normal?? n y do i only start to have tis problem 2 yrs ago? tis supposed to be part of growing up?? how come no warning in advance???? hmmmmm....... I M PARANOID... I M SCHIZO (watever.. i dunno how to spell..) i need a psycho.. i jus cant get them outta my thots.. jus feel dat.. i'm having knives behind me constantly.. n those attitudes i get from them.. i somehow can feel the fakeness.. or issit my own thots again.. HHHMMMMMMMMMM........ i need to be isolated for a while.. maybe a yr or 2.. in somewhere where only my close close frens noe where i m... ahhh.. tis is so totally different from my horoscope personality... libras r supposed to be socially active!! ..... n i noe i have different attitudes towards different ppl.. defensive?? most probably.. ahh.. how i wish i can jus retire to a farm now..(yes i mean NOW!!!) n be a farmer.. growing veggies.. having a fish pond.. having some cattle for dairy products... a few dogs by my side.. a fire place... guitar n keyboard n drums included.. in a countryside.. wit 4 seasons.. close frens living nearby.. heck they're all city ppl.. they cant stand slow life.. esp grace.. hahhhaha... nvm there's always the internet.. SHEEZ!! farm.. can have internet anot? *ponders..* shld be able to la...*visualising my perfect home...* ppl only come to me when they're in need... except for some lah.. my close frens noe i'm their source of entertainment.. i can relieve their study stress wit my craps.. n i really can crap wit my close close close frens... but pls dun come msg me jus to agitate me.. seriously.. my temper's not dat good.. i used to be very hot tempered when i was young.. scolding my bro for watever reason i can get.. my dad even went to a fortune teller who said dat his daughter is very easily irritated.. now i noe how to control better.. but its all inside.. like a timebomb which doesnt have a clock.. it'll jus explode unpredictably.. argh..so dun try to test my limits.. no one noes wat i'm thinking.. not even myself i guess... n dun try to act close... i only accept a few ppl as my close frens.. very hard to get into dat category.. basic criteria.. noe each other for a long time.. ahhh..

HEY!!! wat m i typing??? *blinks...* ahh.. the last para was on cruise control.. my hand jus types wat i'm thinking... can jus dun care abt dat para if anyone's reading... feels better after so much typing exercise.. hahhhah..

ahhhh.. permits... reports.. zZzZzzz.. n my back's already aching at 10 in the morning.. too fast le bah...

Last Edited : 11.01am OMG.. jus as i was typing abt retirement n stuff... my boss asked me in.. n offered me a perm contract!! Order Fulfilment Co-ordinator~ woah.. chim name eh.. seh seh.. ahahhahha.. + best of all.. can get sponser for studies!!! budden gotta wait for shankar to finish his.. *grinz big big..* lallala~~~~~~ happy~ a lot of benefits siah.. n A LOT OF FORMS to fill in.. AGAIN.. ahhhh... nvm.. fill in LATER~ i've got stacks of work to do...

好无聊 by 蔡健雅

monday.. the most sucky day of the week.. n for no apparent reason.. i woke up at 4.. n couldnt get back to zzz.. darn.. drifting in n out of consciousness now in the midst of doing the monthly statement... zzz.. keep yawning...

mariel got me to help her in lyrics again.. hmm.. sent me 2 tunes.. completed 1 of them b4 dropping dead from unconscious memory... still on paper.. typing it out later.. researched a bit on my fair lady.. which was the theme of a competition in AU.. zzz... understand a bit only.. ahhahaa.. try my best bah..

was online practically the whole of yest.. from 10 after being aroused by the irritating phone... *grumbles..* played nba for most of the day.. (Spurs won Lakers today!~)

darn they're doing some maintainence above me.. hope nothing drops on my head...

woah.. cleaned my filter yest.. n it was so darn dirty after only abt 1 or 2 weeks.. a lot of dust like dat... gross man..

oh ya.. sir said anthony would be coming back in 2 weeks time.. gonna miss sir man.. hahaha.. he n his repeating classes.. we've been sitting on page 42 for like 3 lessons.. n its jus stick control... [-_-||]already told him we've covered the page liao.. still go thru.. anyway his classes r fun lah.. n they've rearranged the drums set dat it looks like a big mess now.. hahha.. cant lean on the wall anymore..

work work... rot rot..

分裂 by 周杰伦

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid:	High
Schizoid:	High
Schizotypal:	High
Antisocial:	Moderate
Borderline:	Low
Histrionic:	High
Narcissistic:	High
Avoidant:	High
Dependent:	Moderate
Obsessive-Compulsive:	Moderate
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黑色柳丁 by 陶?

Sad... You use the darkness to hide yourself from
the world. Something has really hurted you,
which made you turn dark. Darkness makes you
feel save and that is why you stay there.

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爸我回来了 by 周杰伦

heez.. playing game now.. kekekkeek... addicted siahz.. trying to solve one big lump of codes..

The Mystery of Time and Space

hmm.. whole morning stuck in meeting... shucks.. then seems like i'm getting more responsiblity!! now learning abt the OPEX thing.. will be doing it next time i guess.. seems so hard!!

back to my game... zur.. u arh.. hahahha.. 5 hrs.. now i'm the one hooked onto it!!